I thought I made the right decision but it turns out that it made it more complicated. I never wanted it to happen. I never intended to do it. It has been an irreversible matter that has its adverse effects.
I guess that sorry is not enough but that's the only thing I can do right now. Be sorry about what I've done and hope that I'll be forgiven. I'll understand if it would make things different now. I will understand if it will make me suffer more. I do. I made the wrong decision and I must face the consequences.
I know that this will not be forgotten. This will leave a dent on what we built in friendship. But how I wish we can talk and I can explain myself. I just want you to listen and be open minded on what I'll say. I hope that let bygones be bygones apply to this.
At this moment I just want to perish in thin air. Disappear in your presence because of my stupidity. Move away where we will never see each other again and move on living our own life. At that moment when I made my offense how I wish that I was just killed for doing that. I'm just too indulged with my selfish self that I forgot what I'm doing is wrong.
Healing may take time and bearing with each others presence may take forever but I just want to hear from you that I'm forgiven. Just tell me if your mad and I'll keep my distance. Just tell me if our friendship ends there and I'll accept it. Just tell me and I'll do whatever it takes to pay penance of my wrong doings.
I guess that sorry is not enough but that's the only thing I can do right now. Be sorry about what I've done and hope that I'll be forgiven. I'll understand if it would make things different now. I will understand if it will make me suffer more. I do. I made the wrong decision and I must face the consequences.
I know that this will not be forgotten. This will leave a dent on what we built in friendship. But how I wish we can talk and I can explain myself. I just want you to listen and be open minded on what I'll say. I hope that let bygones be bygones apply to this.
At this moment I just want to perish in thin air. Disappear in your presence because of my stupidity. Move away where we will never see each other again and move on living our own life. At that moment when I made my offense how I wish that I was just killed for doing that. I'm just too indulged with my selfish self that I forgot what I'm doing is wrong.
Healing may take time and bearing with each others presence may take forever but I just want to hear from you that I'm forgiven. Just tell me if your mad and I'll keep my distance. Just tell me if our friendship ends there and I'll accept it. Just tell me and I'll do whatever it takes to pay penance of my wrong doings.
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