The Description Fits Me

THE LUCID SEEKER

Beauty and the Beast. This subject is a veritable storm of contradiction. Every detail must be perfect, every line straight and every flaw concealed. Weakness must be routed. Sloth eradicated. Yet, under this foil of faultlessness, Libra/Ox hides a secret. On the strict surface, Libra/Ox is efficiency and power, example and security. Underneath? An anthill of conflicting emotions. Purity charms this sterling character. He claims not to want any messes about. He protests he needs calm and cannot live in turmoil, Yet, Libra/Oxen are forever getting themselves involved in emotional scrapes. Even though they seem to be above it all, they take in strays. They seek out madness. They are magnetized by complexity. The love life of Librans born in Ox year roil with complications. Nothing is simple - even in the bedroom where arcane tactics and multiple fantasies abound.

— The New Astrology by Suzanne White

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Time to Grow Up and to Love Again

It's time to face the monsters underneath my bed. It's time to face the reality that I'm not anymore a child but a grown up that needs to learn to stand on his own feet and strive to get what he wants and needs for his life.

For the longest time, it has been always an excuse for me that I'm still young, I can still be restless and not be responsible on my actions and decisions in life. It has been always an excuse for me that in God's time, I'll reach the point of maturity and let me be immature as of the moment. It has been full of excuses and I've been numbed by my stubbornness to embrace reality's hurtful truth that I'm not longer young.

I’ve Been Thinking About You

When you read these words,

chances are that I’ll be sitting here

thinking of you…

as I so often do.

I’ll probably be smiling

one of the smiles that I always do

when thoughts of you come my way.

Nakakalito?!

Bakit nakakalito? Bakit ganito ang pakiramdam ko? Bakit parang hindi pa rin ako masaya? Bakit lahat ng mga bagay na pilit kong iniiwasan kusang bumabalik para gumulo ulit ang buhay ko?